I used to be an alcoholic, trust me you don't want to go out that way. The road to getting back on track is something that without a doubt, will be the hardest thing anybody has had to deal with. I know it was for me. The trick is to find something to occupy your time, and people you can talk to. I'll be the first to say you know where to find my email address if ever you need to talk about said subject, and you also have the mygamer community, gloomy day, go into the discussions and read some the funny crap we come up with.
Francisco "kurruption" Ramirez